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 仆街10點先走到（連豬泣 好撚黑白，竟然入夜仲喺山城，一諗到仲要搭成個鐘頭車先返到去我就 （但就算係呢個時候我都冇一刻諗過返宿，行山行你老味。而家退宿已經太遲（貴），唔退等政府補貼仲平） 乜撚嘢線嚟，夜晚十點幾都仲可以咁閪多人，條巴士龍喺呢個鐘數都仲存在緊，屌咩（我仍然唔會返宿） 笑撚左笑撚埋右，本來今日reg咗movie screening，而家好似仲遲過佢哋放 樓下又冇走鬼檔，夜晚晚想買啲嘢食都做唔到 屋企仲要連一個令我ドキドキ嘅杯麵都冇 仲有份功課未做……想死

屌你唔掛到十二點 屌你掛波 而家下個星期兩個quiz 仲有兩篇essay 其實掛唔掛我都totally fucked 屌你老母

今天有狗在campus擺booth I hope they all die. I prefer 莊子多過孔子（又或者可能係我聽唔明，一知半解 相濡以沫不如相忘於江湖，彼此之分，無成無毀…… 人一出世就會被世間所規範進而產生摩擦，畀世間嘅規條困住而痛苦，直至終結 然而彼、此都只係相對嘅概念，無用、有用都係相對 點解要夾硬將自己塞落一個特定嘅模入面？ 覺得嗰句「脫離正軌」好應棍，this is how I feel about me 屌，竟然喺個recruitment ad入面搵到共鳴（眼濕

 飲完茶，一行人決定去WL Fucking DUMB decision as the time will show 熱撚死我啦屌你老味 如果香港氣候係一個人，我真係抽起佢衫領同佢講： 你老味知唔知乜撚嘢係中秋？你老味知唔知撚中秋過撚咗啦已經？！ 屌你勁痴笠笠，又勁曬，好彩個袋裝咗把遮（因為覺得喺山城一個禮拜唔擔遮已經黑咗 Shoulda stay in the main building where all the AC are at. 我手機唔知仲係唔係畀我熱熱嘅大髀肉㩒到重置囉 含哂撚 啲相冇撚哂 彩虹、閃電、貓貓…… 仲有我上堂啲錄音冇撚哂，重溫唔撚到 屌你老味臭閪 有個好笑位係喺木橋上經過啲踎喺度好專注睇水面嘅人 然後S就話：一腳一個 笑撚到我痴線，嘢都講唔到 XDDD 好撚mean啊屌XDDDDDD WL全程做白痴遊客，見親啲花草樹木飛禽走哭都話拎嚟煲湯，摘得嚟食未 勁撚on9 XD 好撚中意呢種on9

 唔想去，但好彩去咗 The ending justifies the means. Very energetic，我以為毒撚都是內向的 是我唔啱，以內向毒撚之心度外向動漫狂熱者之腹 But the fucking jackpot of the day would be I met a guy who likes BL! Fucking BL!!! Geeeeeeeez, I shoulda fucking talk to him more! 屌你老母仲係中意九柱神囉屌！Fucking good taste bro!!!!! 佢仲推介咗Cherry Bloosom After Winter同Passion，OMFG呢個世界竟有咁高質嘅同志，he made my day lor（好彩佢冇推夜畫冊同omergaverse，如果唔係佢推十次九柱神都救唔返 以上全段都是我呢條毒撚收埋喺心冇講出嚟嘅說話（連豬哭 I'll always remember this day. Hats off to you, comrade. 當要搵咒術CP嗰陣，我搵咗五夏（睇到其他人答案嗰陣先醒起原來仲有乙骨嗰pair 一堆仔望住我嘅答案喺度大嗌OK/respect，笑撚死我 然後發現有另一個男仔搵咗五夏囉屌 XD Also respect the other guy who show 虎伏（which he claims it's 官配 XD BTW 我show魯魯修係我入坑作嗰陣，即係畀人話好有年代感 講咩yr3睇啲嘢係有年代啲之類 我而家要小心一下我做嘅選擇先得 lol

Fuck the huge campus. Fuck the rubbish canteens. Fuck the dormitry. Fuck your 'sea view'. Fuck clubs. Fuck jong. Fuck college assembly. Fuck all the common course. Fuck that cunt(s). Fuck me.

畀人提要交transcript係7月9，收到offer係7月20 7月9 upset一次，到7月20又upset第二次（不如話last到開學 transcript email遲兩個鐘先覆 收到offer時scream in agony (I thought I moved on, but somehow it feels whenever I revisit the memory, the agony haunts me again 我真係讀到咩？我夠資格咩？點解要收我？why won't you let me be? I was kinda glad I didn't receive any offer, 返工好過返學 起碼返工未遇過啲freeride傻閪又唔使寫essay 嗰段期間有諗過一開口就要去搵counsellor, but I'm just fucking lazy（唔好話counsellor，連advisor我都未搵which is due tmr This is so me🙂 At first I was like 'fuckfuckfuck I couldn't take it fuuuuuuck", then I just put up with it, compromise, in pain Everything is still shit 而家讀咗一個月左右，我確信我就係正牌大學生口中「白痴後門掗蘇仔」 答問題又唔敢，一開口又疾吓疾吓 含撚啦我