應該一早就要寫

畀人提要交transcript係7月9，收到offer係7月20

7月9 upset一次，到7月20又upset第二次（不如話last到開學

transcript email遲兩個鐘先覆

收到offer時scream in agony

(I thought I moved on, but somehow it feels whenever I revisit the memory, the agony haunts me again

我真係讀到咩？我夠資格咩？點解要收我？why won't you let me be?

I was kinda glad I didn't receive any offer, 返工好過返學

起碼返工未遇過啲freeride傻閪又唔使寫essay

嗰段期間有諗過一開口就要去搵counsellor, but I'm just fucking lazy（唔好話counsellor，連advisor我都未搵which is due tmr

This is so me🙂

At first I was like 'fuckfuckfuck I couldn't take it fuuuuuuck", then I just put up with it, compromise, in pain

Everything is still shit

而家讀咗一個月左右，我確信我就係正牌大學生口中「白痴後門掗蘇仔」

答問題又唔敢，一開口又疾吓疾吓

含撚啦我