山城樹洞

Fuck the huge campus. Fuck the rubbish canteens. Fuck the dormitry. Fuck your 'sea view'. Fuck clubs. Fuck jong. Fuck college assembly. Fuck all the common course. Fuck that cunt(s). Fuck me.

畀人提要交transcript係7月9，收到offer係7月20 7月9 upset一次，到7月20又upset第二次（不如話last到開學 transcript email遲兩個鐘先覆 收到offer時scream in agony (I thought I moved on, but somehow it feels whenever I revisit the memory, the agony haunts me again 我真係讀到咩？我夠資格咩？點解要收我？why won't you let me be? I was kinda glad I didn't receive any offer, 返工好過返學 起碼返工未遇過啲freeride傻閪又唔使寫essay 嗰段期間有諗過一開口就要去搵counsellor, but I'm just fucking lazy（唔好話counsellor，連advisor我都未搵which is due tmr This is so me🙂 At first I was like 'fuckfuckfuck I couldn't take it fuuuuuuck", then I just put up with it, compromise, in pain Everything is still shit 而家讀咗一個月左右，我確信我就係正牌大學生口中「白痴後門掗蘇仔」 答問題又唔敢，一開口又疾吓疾吓 含撚啦我

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